stop stressing because God IS in control. He is sovereign and everything works for His purpose. Woa those words are way easier to say than to believe.

When I said, "My foot is slipping," your love, O Lord, supported me. When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul. (Psalm 94:18-19)

and woa. just listening to the song that plays on my page is really encouraging.